Hold it
The urge to say the thing.
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The urge to say the thing. Start when you are ready.
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You did not have to win. You only had to wait.
A different urge
If you want to keep going
From the Lab
The urge to say the thing
The sentence is already written in your head and it is a good one, which is exactly the problem. Anger arrives with a plan and the plan feels justified while the heat is at its highest. Almost nobody regrets the three minutes they waited. Step away if you can, ride it out, and then say the thing you actually mean instead of the thing that was loudest.
This is the same three minute wave as the main urge surfing timer, with the wording set for this one. It is free and anonymous, there is nothing to type, and if the urge is still there when the wave ends you can ride another.
Common questions
Is it bad to hold anger in?
This is not about swallowing it. It is about not firing it at the peak. Waiting three minutes and then saying what you mean is not suppression.
What if I have already started shouting?
Stop mid-sentence and step away if you safely can. Leaving a sentence unfinished is easier to repair than finishing it.
What if the anger is about something real?
It usually is. Riding out the urge does not settle the argument, it just means you get to make your case when you are able to make it well.
Why riding it out works better than fighting it
Fighting an urge keeps your attention locked on the thing you are trying not to do, which tends to make it louder. Urge surfing does something different: you stop arguing and simply watch the wave move. The technique comes from the psychologist Alan Marlatt and is used inside mindfulness based relapse prevention, dialectical behaviour therapy and acceptance and commitment therapy. How long a given urge lasts varies a great deal and no honest tool will promise you a number, which is why this one starts short and lets you go again.
This is a self-guided exercise for everyday urges, not treatment. If an urge involves harming yourself or someone else, or if it is tied to alcohol or drugs, please talk to a doctor or a crisis line rather than riding it out alone.